For the most part, I am strong.
But there are also some days like today that I am not.
Emotions can take over me despite wanting to choose the positive side. Then I become weak, hopeless, and scared.
"I really... miss you."
"I really miss you too. Now I am going to study hard so that I can see you."
Then all these negative thoughts and feelings started to fade. You may not know exactly where that "I miss you" came from but thank you for re-assuring your love for me.
You know very well how hard this is yet you still continue to fight for it and for us. Thank you for being a source of hope and inspiration.
All in God's time